It hurts. Right down to your stomach. That uncomfortable feeling, when you know you’re slowly drifting away from them. You’ll miss them, hopefully they think about you like you always thought about them. Till you’re just a faded memory. Then you suddenly disappear out of their lives. It hurts.
(Source: findingniico, via supstephanie)
I keep pushing everyone away :(
I really don’t know if I want to get a full time job and do school as well. I need more money so I can save/feel better about myself, yet I know when school comes around I’m not sure if I’ll be able to juggle both. The job I have now works with me so well and understands my needs for the most part, but I’m just not happy there and there’s literally no room for improvement. Mehhhhhhhhhh


